k well i have a new journal..if you luv me youll msg me on aim and ask me for the info.

K well, I feel that its time for a new journal..Im tired of reading back at all the crap posts. Ill note my new journal and anyone that even gives a shit can add me

hmm lots of stuff going on in my life right, lets see how things turn out???

Got a flight out of Arkansas at 6 am saturday morning..Im tired of this dumb crap. I need to get a frequent flyer plan, im racking up the miles....

I talked with Jason last night and he told me he doesn't think he ever wants any more kids. He said right now in this moment he knows he doesn't, but thats not to say that in the future he might change his mind. I want kids someday, bottom line. Not right now but in the future so am i just setting myself up for a relationship that will have problems in the long run if i come back here? agh...I dont even know..

i swear to god she does it just to annoy the piss outta me and make me jealous....ugh...i want to punch her in the face!!!!!

Tonight a really good friend of mine that i practically have known since i was really little told me he thinks he is gay. No offense to people of that orientation but it was really upsetting to me. I never thought i would be kind of upset that a friend would come out of the closet to me. It was kind of an emotional situation and I felt really bad that he was upset with the fact of it too. I started thinking about how/if he would come out to his parents and how they would react. The sad thing in his part is that he is very strong in the church he goes to and i think if the church finds out, they will kick him out. im not sure, they might though and i think that would really make him feel bad. (obviously duh, right?)....Im still kind of in denial thinking...This was my future husband, he fucking cant be gay!!!!!!! T.T agh...why...by no means is being gay a bad thing, i just.....agh i dont know..i dont know what to say or think...I dont know how to explain what im trying to say.

zoovroo (8:19:15 PM): omg, i think i found your $20 bucks you lost here
UnholyFruitloop (8:18:32 PM): hahahaha
UnholyFruitloop (8:18:42 PM): i had a dream about you the other night
zoovroo (8:19:31 PM): lol, jk. We never found that.
UnholyFruitloop (8:18:45 PM): wait..
UnholyFruitloop (8:18:48 PM): anyways
zoovroo (8:19:36 PM): OOO
zoovroo (8:19:42 PM): yeah.
UnholyFruitloop (8:18:55 PM): you were trying to tape my feet again
zoovroo (8:19:47 PM): lol
UnholyFruitloop (8:19:03 PM): i just remember running and crying
UnholyFruitloop (8:19:09 PM): and you were like..IM GOING TO TAPE YOUR FEEETT
zoovroo (8:20:00 PM): your feet are pretty amazing.
zoovroo (8:20:03 PM): AHH
zoovroo (8:20:04 PM): lol
UnholyFruitloop (8:19:19 PM): no theyre not
UnholyFruitloop (8:19:20 PM): theyre ugly
zoovroo (8:20:15 PM): Seriously, no.
UnholyFruitloop (8:19:35 PM): omg thats going in my buddy info
zoovroo (8:20:29 PM): I have a picture of them in my room, and I look at them everyday
UnholyFruitloop (8:19:47 PM): what?
zoovroo (8:20:35 PM): they are deff. not ugly
UnholyFruitloop (8:19:53 PM): you have a pic of my feet?
zoovroo (8:20:41 PM): ......
UnholyFruitloop (8:19:56 PM): lol
zoovroo (8:20:44 PM): .....lmao
zoovroo (8:20:47 PM): haha
zoovroo (8:20:55 PM): THAT wouldnt be creeeppyyy
UnholyFruitloop (8:20:20 PM): that was one of those moment where i was laughing then i stopped and was creeped out a little
zoovroo (8:21:14 PM): hahaha
zoovroo (8:21:20 PM): I live for those moments

Today I looked at an old friends myspace and shes out in college enjoying her life and suddenly i feel jealous..Jealous that Im not her and in the college she is in. Jealous that she is getting everything out of life and im still sitting with my head up my ass trying to decide where i even want to go in this life. Is this just a phase or am i just phucking up royally?

why do kids eat lipstick????????? and more importantly, why do they have to eat MY lipstick..>.